My D goes back to work today and I probably wont see him for another week ::sigh:: Times are tough right now. I constantly have to remind myself of my blessing so I don't decide to just stay in bed for the rest of the day. Some days are really rough and my depression and anxiety hit me like a pile of bricks. I feel incapable of the smallest, simplest task. I have to tell myself "This is only temporary. You are working towards a better future for your family. Smile, dammit!" "Portland, Portland, Portland" Why can't I be in Portland already? Me and Mr. Zombie Queen have decided to move to Portland. So, he has taken on more hours so that we replenish our savings. We are hoping to move within 3-6 months. I can't wait! I KNOW life will be so different. I KNOW there will be more opportunities out there for us. I know it... SO until then I trudge forward with unflagging determination because I want this so bad. I want a better life for my family.
Know what I need? A tattoo. Cindy you should come for a visit and we should go get tattooed! Then we can knit and shoot the shit while the kids play, catch a flick at the drive in, play some mini golf, catch a concert... lol Why do you live so dang far?!!!
I leave you all with some old pictures! :)
Can you believe he is going to be 6 in a week and a half?! I can't!!!
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oooh sexy lady! :) You guys are moving to portland?! Did I tell you we were trying to do the same? It may end up being just me, but whatever! Then we could really get tattooed and knit! oh and Smile, dammit;) I should do the same.
I'm smilling! I decided that today was a good day to lunch out even if the weather forcast didn't think so.
But I can't stand being indoor in this appartment will a toddler that gets bored easily.. So we got out and guess what? NO rain! yay!
We even had a piece of cake. I usually don't treat ourself with such expensive things, ah, but my daugther SAID Cake pointing at the dessert menu... had to reward her!
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