Sooooo... it has been quite a while since I have posted. Yes, indeedy. Okie dokie.. here's an update. I'm now a married woman. I'm pregnant again. I live in Barstow. I'm starting school full time in the fall. Unfortunately, I'm still as neurotic as ever. Blah. D is still working in Pasadena. That is the major sucks. I see him a couple days out of the week. Uber crapness. Times are rough. Az1 is starting kindergarten in Sept.!!!! YAY!!!! So exciting! Az2 is a big ol'cry baby chunk butt. Remind me not to name this baby with a name that starts with "Az"... K? Thanx much.
I want to craft more. Like a ton more. I want to have more peace and patience about me. I have about nil :( I go to bed every night thinking about how shitty I was today as a mom, wife, friend... etc(especially as a parent). Needless to say, those thoughts don't make for a relaxing sleep. It's hard to sleep. It's really hard to sleep with knots in yur tummy. I want to be one of those perfectly made up, smiling, patient, doting mommies. I'm the complete opposite. I want to be better. I want to be someone else. I want to find peace. >_< But, how? How do I make time for everything and everyone? I'm basically a pregnant single mom. Give me a sign, whoever you are.
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